I wish I could hold someone who really can believe what's going to happen in the future. I'm not controlling the future. But I hope I can build a special one, like everybody does. Time is clicking, people getting old. So I does want to change for a better one. I don't want to conceive any of my past mistakes again. I may be insecure but I know how to pick myself up and try again. But however it is, I'm so weak. Apparently I'm weak of everything. I need someone who really I call it special, to hold me every single time. I need love, I need attention. I need you ♥