I gave people many chances. I still stay strong everytime being let down. I actually like everythings fine. Actually I'm dying inside my little tiny heart. Now, all things become upside down. I wish I had a magic wand to make it go away. I feel that I'm a big jigsaw puzzle with missing piece. I must maintain my pain and simply move on, and face the fact. Please appreciate what I've done to you. If not, I think its better for you to kill me now.