Dear you , sorry for being so emotional. I just miss the way you treated me before. You know when we're talking on the phone, it was never the same again. Sometimes, I felt like I'm the only one fighting for this relationship to be back to normal. And you did nothing. I'm just a normal girl standing in front of you asking to love me like you used to. That's all I can do. I can't do more than that. Sometimes, I'm afraid to fall for you again. I'm afraid you won't catch me this time. But I still have the guts to do that. I pray everyday for our relationship to get better. I cry myself to sleep everyday thinking what had happened to both of us. Right now, I'm just going to sit here and wonder if you'll ever understand just how much of me belongs to you. I miss everything about you and us :)